nonsense

whats inside I want to cry to show the tears in my eyes I want to shout to uncover those lies my life is like rolling of dice I don't know what would be the prize crashing my heart with all the burdens inside I don't know what to do I never had a guide all I do is nothing but abide with others who are never at my side I wanna know whats inside of me I want to share my feeling with somebody myself as my greatest enemy I am never happy all the things in me I want to bare everything I know I want to share but I don't have the guts to declare so here I am all I do is stare I'm always at my fantasy I never knew how to face the reality words from my mouth I couldn't carry I don't know how to deliver it clearly I'm afraid of rejection and disappointment though shall not have the judgment coz' what you see is not really me its just that I wanna be free from the burdens inside me 11-29-05/9:30pm