It's been more than a year and yet i still hate myself for sticking into something I’m not supposed to stay with. All i can do is swallow my pride and say to myself that this too shall pass. I tried my best to believe and understand that we are all human and we are bound to make mistakes. But sometimes, most of the time, human vulnerability is being used as an excuse. I even initiated to be in good terms with all the people around. I guess, I thought it would be easier that way. But it wasn’t. Not a day that I ever forget about what happened, what you did. Two things happened, you proved me wrong thinking that you are a great, sincere, and decent person; second is that you proved everyone right about what they think about you.
Thoughts came running into me. I had a feeling of so much detestation that I wanted to let you know. But I didn’t. You didn’t hear anything from me. I don’t want to do anything to you; i don’t want to be in the same pedestal you’re on right now. Don't act innocent and so much hurt cause you dont know the hell you made me feel.
You’re sorry? Didn’t think so. Didn’t think you ever were.
Sometimes, we just have to feel that short lived happiness because eventually long live pain will take place again.
